Sixth entry

Oh my God! Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God! You Won't believe this! This is just crazy!!

SEPTEMBER 28th 2024,

Dear reader, I think I have fallen down the rabbit hole! And I'm glad!

It's been two weeks since the last dream I had, and I haven't dreamt about anything else ever since. I started to wonder if that was all there is, and I was also starting to miss Blue...

But something happened today... Something so unbelievable in fact! I was spending some time with my dad in the living room chatting while watching a show on TV. During a commercial break, there was an ad for an international e-sports tournament that is going to take place in Tokyo, Japan next month... I wasn't a big gamer so I wasn't really paying attention to the ad... But then the ad mentioned the names of the competitors... One of them was someone from the UK named: Zeal... And when an image of his profile was shown on screen, my jaw dropped! The person I was looking at was non other than Blue himself! Oh my God! He is real!

I was very sure about it! One thousand percent sure! Everything about his profile matches! His face, nose, cheeks, his lips, his eyes, and that signature blue hair too! And his name... I mentioned about hearing his true name in one of my dreams... It sounded almost like: "Bill" or "Phil" or "Neal" when it's actually in fact: Zeal! I finally know his real name!

My dad noticed the surprised look I had. He asked if I was alright. I played it cool and replied that I was okay and made up some silly excuse for my sudden reaction. Little does he know that I was more than just okay... I was over-the-moon happy! I mean like... Zeal is actually a real person! He actually exists in the real world! Can you believe it! 

But that's not all though... After the ad had ended, my dad told me that he was planning for us to take a trip next month, and let me decide on where to go! The timing is just crazy perfect! And so I suggested for us to go visit Japan! We'll have a week's worth of vacation time to spend there and the date of that tournament Zeal is participating in is within that time span! It's possible that I'll be able to find and meet him for real! Crazy, right?! This is one rabbit hole I don't mind delving deeper!

But then, what exactly is going on here? Were the dreams I had really memories instead?! It feels as though it was no coincidence that I've been having them until just recently... As if these dreams were a catalyst for me to find and meet the real Zeal... I don't know... And frankly, I don't care... Though the nature of my dreams may remain a mystery, the feeling in my heart is certain... I want to go see him.

That's right! I'm motivated! I'm going to find him in Japan! Yeah! Why would I experience these vivid and unusual dreams if it's not for the sake of us meeting for real?! Now that I think about it, maybe he had the same unusual dreams too... Maybe he's also looking for me! Maybe this was all predestined... Ooh, I need to calm myself... I'm getting too excited here!

Just wait for me, Zeal! I'm going to see you again! And this time... it won't be a dream.