Fourth entry

Unusual dream number four, featuring my dad... and a bunch of creepy looking creatures! 

SEPTEMBER 8th 2024,

It started while I was at home in the living room, looking out the window at the driveway. I remembered that I was feeling anxious about something... Not sure what it was and why... It was almost evening and it was quiet, until I heard a familiar voice speaking to me... It was Blue! And he's alright! Thank God! I was so happy he was okay! We had a little chat as he sat on one of the long sofas. But unfortunately, when we spoke to each other this time, our voices sounded kinda fuzzy... It was unclear what we were talking about...  I can tell this dream was about to get on my nerves again! But at least it showed me that Blue was alright and well. Now I wonder what happened to Baddie and Mr. Halo...

Later I heard the sound of a loud engine. I looked out the window and saw my dad's truck parking in the driveway. Judging from the time of day, it seems he had just returned from work. I let Blue know afterwards. Blue got up and said that it was his que to leave... Huhu. Why now though? We were just reunited! Ooh... guess I was right about this dream! And so there he went, but not like walking out a door or climbing out a window or anything like that... Instead, he disappeared in a blue wave of light! Like how the White Suits disappeared when we defeated them! Does that mean Blue is... no more?! That's what I thought at first, but then I figured that's also probably how people come and go in these dreams of mine... Like how Baddie appeared between us in the previous dream. Yeap! Just a teleportation method. Makes perfect sense!

After Blue had left, I heard the front door had shut, so I went into the hallway to see my dad. He was surprised to see me on that particular day because I had always returned home from college every weekend or during the holidays instead. While he was standing near the front door pondering, I noticed him carrying a pack of his favorite beer and so I offered to help him with it... I grabbed the handle, opened the front door, and throw it out onto the lawn!  Haha! My dad was so confused as to why I did that all the sudden. So was I! But I was proud of myself for doing that! Because he used to be addicted to drinking those! While my dad was still freaking out at me, I shut the door and immediately gave him a hug... And it was then that I realized something... What just happened in this dream between me and my dad, it had already happened in the real world! 

In fact, that was the day I helped ease his addiction with alcohol. I don't wanna go over it in detail here because it's kinda a private moment between us as family, but all I can say is that we were both struggling with a great loss, so much that we were almost divided as a family. But ultimately we were able to really talk about it to each other and finally forgive each other and move forward from the past. Although it was an emotionally intense moment for me and my dad, the both of us made it through together as a family and are now happy with our lives knowing we still have each other. I'm grateful for that everyday since.

However, there was something I did in this dream that I didn't do in the real world... Towards the end of the emotional conversation I had with my dad, I thought about Blue, and I thanked him... And I think I thanked him by his real name... But surprise-surprise, I couldn't clearly hear it for some reason! It is as if my dream is preventing me from finding out! Anyway, it sounded almost like it was... "Bill"? Wait, maybe it was "Phil"... No that's not it... "Neal" maybe? (Sigh) The more I tried to recall Blue's true name the fuzzier sounds!

Anyway, the dream continues and like a flick of a switch, I somehow found myself on that same planet with the giant igloos and towering obelisks. The one I described back in my second entry. Remember? . Only this time, I was surrounded by a group of alien beings! And they were pretty creepy looking! Then all the sudden, more of them started to show up! But unlike the others, these other group of creatures had some similarities to Baddie! Remember that giant? His body was dark and metallic, and so were these creatures! The only difference between them and Baddie is that they were floating and they looked like giant squids! I began to think that these were Baddie's friends... Or should I say evil minions... I sensed they were there with bad intentions...

Things began to get pretty intense, as I and a small group of aliens got surrounded by these things! But we manifested our swords as we prepared to fight them! It was as if we were about to go to war or something! I heard someone yelled out soon after, almost like a battle cry, but then the dream ended. (Phew) For once I'm glad my dream ended when it needed to.

Apart from the creepy looking creatures and having only spent a few minutes with Blue again, the weird thing about this particular dream is that it depicted an event that happened before in the real world. Almost as though I was remembering that significant moment in my life with perfect detail... I'm beginning to believe that these dreams I've been having ARE in fact memories... Ooh... I don't know... Just give me a sign... Anything to prove that it is... 

(Sigh) At least I was hinted with Blue's true name... Which I'll definitely won't be able to stop pondering about...

Until next time, dear reader.